Brain Power

“Brain Power.”

In assuming that we do only use 10 percent of our brain, if I could tap into the other 90 percent, I would seek great knowledge. I’d wanna know the answers to life’s great questions. Why are we here? What is death and so on and so forth. Im curious about the meaning of life when the end result for many of us  consists of our loved ones having a pity party with a pine box and an empty vessel. Is there something greater in this life that we should be seeking other than our personal desires?  Should we have a connection with the spiritual world on this side. I’d wanna know everything that there is to know about everything. I’d wanna know the why’s and the who’s and the where’s. Is everything circumstantial or “does everything happen for a reason?” There is so much that my own understanding can not fathom about this world and this life. And I’d want all the answers had I the capability to use 100 percent of my brain power. I’d write more but this pretty much sums it all up.


For Posterity

“For Posterity.”

I started blogging a few days ago, maybe a week at the most. And my purpose was to find myself through something that I really enjoy. In addition I took a few days off work to completely immerse myself into my craft and clear my head. Only thing is I’m more lost than when I started. I am almost exactly at point A. I have been doing my usual which consists of prayer, meditation and blogging when I don’t have writers block. Continue reading For Posterity

Daily Prompt: What change big or small would you like your blog to make in the world?

“Be the Change.”

I really want my blog to be uplifting. I want to be a positive source for others despite hardships and difficulties.  I want to inspire and aspire. News these days can be so depressing I rarely even listen to it or watch it. After someone has a bad day or week I want them to turn to my blog for something informative or entertaining or funny or really witty. I want to promote self expression and positivity even when times are at their most callous. simply put and stated several times in my blog. I like to write. So I write. I want my blog to be about doing what you love to do no matter what others tell you. I believe that only you can make yourself happy. No other person on this planet is capable. If you cant make yourself happy how dare you put that weight on another individual. Love yourself in everyway. and lean towards whatever your faith may be. Personally, mine is Christianity and I lean on it when I need strength I’m getting pretty good at leaning on it when I’m not at my weakest. Which is quite nice. I talk to God while I am at work, and while I am in the car, just whenever and it helps. Writing also gives me strength and makes me feel incredible so I’m writing and I’m gonna keep on writing. It’s just a part of who I was created to be and I know it. I embrace it. And I have never felt more alive. I believe that these words will help someone somewhere and I hope to make a positive difference, big or small in someone else’s life.

Daily Prompt: New Skin

“New Skin.”

My initial plan was to blog everyday this year, but I have fallen off a bit as you can see. No worries, however we’ll just power through. This Writing prompt is entitled New Skin and asks a really interesting question. The question, being “If you could spend the next year as someone radically different from the current “you” — a member of a different species, someone from a different gender or generation, etc. — who would you choose to be?” This is a brilliant question. Am I stalling with word, you may ask. And plainly put “Yes I am”. Let’s begin.

If I could be anybody by choice this year. I definitely wouldn’t pick me. At first glance, I thought the Doctor’s companion. I mean who want to be saved by a Madman with a box? Free to travel anywhere in time and space with a two hearted alien who spends his lives helping others. Most specifically, I would be River Song, beginning to end. River is amazing. She is the only companion who in some ways knows more than the Doctor. Her storyline alone sets her apart and she marries The Doctor. What more could you ask for in life? River is lively. She is fun and mysterious and possibly my favorite companion to date. Which  explains why I would wanna be he. There is so much depth to her and let us not forget about her “Spoilers”.

What’s so intriguing about her is that she keeps meeting the Doctor in the wrong order. For example her last time seeing him was his first time seeing her. Its really hard to explain to anyone who isn’t a whovian. But it is perplexing and amazing and just phenomenally written. She is everything I would wanna be if I could pick the me that I wanna be.

How to Stop Loving Someone: Blog assignment -“Write to your ideal audience”

When I was younger, I wanted to be a journalist. In someway blogging is helping me fulfill that desire. So I hope you enjoy as I sit here in my bathrobe and pretend to be this Journalistic Scholar pumping out hard truth and such. When really I’m just peddling my own brand of tomfoolery and life experience. Which according to who you ask are the same thing.

Due to my current circumstance, I have reviewed this topic several times over. There are several blogs and YouTube videos and friends with opinions on the best way to go about the best way to “Stop Loving Someone”. I believe that in my findings the absolute worst (in my opinion) advice that I got was “The best way to get over a man is to get under a new one.”  I do not pass judgment on others, but I will say that this advice isn’t for me. It actually seems pretty unhealthy. The actual principle is “I love and miss him/her so I’m gonna go and have sex with a totally different person while I still have these unresolved feelings for him/her.” I do not understand the logic behind it and I quickly sought guidance elsewhere.

I really didn’t find any blogs or internet content in general helpful. Everything was just the stuff I’m doing anyway, like “don’t be afraid to cry” or  “find hobbies to take your mind off your situation.” SO maybe I’m doing it right, who knows? I guess there is no magic potion to make you “Stop Loving Someone”. Only time can heal those wounds, If you let it.

I find that meditation is quite simply the bees knees when it comes to healing the mind, and soul. I’ve bn doing it for 8 days and already I feel spiritually open. and strong enough to keep moving in spite of love lost. I can’t even explain it. It just has a way of renewing my soul and calming my spirit. And I know that with further continuance I’ll be able to kick this love sickness. A friend of mine told me that “Love never dies, It just fades”. And I think that that is wonderful. Its such a beautiful outlook on the subject.

New Year. New Me.

This is my very first Word Press Blog and like countless other individuals I am screaming the trusty and dusty traditional New Years Mantra, “New Year. New Me. Two thousand fourteen brought love and pain as I had met the man that I thought I would some day marry and lost him when our relationship came to a close shortly before the close of the year. I changed jobs, sort of. I transferred to another location to further my career and that was a bust. All in all I am not sorry that 2014 happened. There were a lot of aha moments therein. Moments I could not have learned in any other time and place except for 2014. I hope to take the lessons learned last year and apply them to everyday situations of this year. I also hope to learn some stuff this year that will make greater and stronger than I was in 2014.

I really do hope to get more acquainted with this blog and back in touch with my writing. It has been a very long time  since I have taken the time to sit and write like this. In addition I hope that if I get followers you all will grow to like or even love my posts. So cheers to my introduction and a prosperous 2015/